I do not remember being this cold - I am going to crank up the jacuzzi here soon. You can come over as long as you wear your bathing suit, hehe. Good news - I lost 7 pounds in 4 days - just think how quick it will come off when I am actually trying (in 22 days).
Today was hard, my friend. I was very emotional and very aware of the fact that I am not pregnant. It seems like every Christmas song was about a baby (maybe it's that Jesus I keep hearing about???). We took a lady out to lunch today for her going away party and I literally had to leave the table because I could not stop tearing up. It's hard when only a few people know what happened and everyone else thinks I'm mental! Oh well - I've learned the hard way not to tell others as it is just that much harder. I know I have been bad about blogging and I will get better as soon as I'm not exhausted. I started another class this week and I hate it more than the last one.
On the bright side, I have the best son any mom could ask for and he makes me proud every day. I would do anything do protect him from hurt and pain - ANYTHING. I only wish I could. I am very blessed and thank the Lord every day for my blessings. Please pray for me tonight - I don't want to feel so alone anymore. Are we meeting at the gym this week? I am going to sign up. Thanks for everything! xoxox
2 comments:
my sweet baby girl - iam sorry you had such a bad day. i hope today is better. we will definitly go to the gym this week, iam proud that you are joining. hang tough my sweet, you will get thru this and be stronger than ever. ill call you later today.
xoxox logan
Thank you! And you did call me later yesterday. Hopefully I will sleep through the night tonight.
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